IโM 2 YEARS SOBER ๐ฅน๐โค๏ธ (drugs and alcohol) Iโm also 3 years free from Self Harm. As well as Seizure Free for almost 1 year. ๐ฅฒ๐ I also gained then lost 85 lbs, escaped from a toxic guardianship that my dad trapped me in, long legal battle to get my rights back, graduated from Sober Living, got a tough but exciting job in AI correction, moved into a magical apartment with my dream roommates๐ฉต;) adopted another kitten๐โโฌ (to add to my collection), got on the right anti-psychotics / seizure & depression meds (actually taking them 3x daily instead of pretending to) and lots of work to integrate my alters/voices down to only 4 ๐ now itโs not as noisy in my brain, I switch less (not just the meds, Iโve learned to manage my triggers) and remain the host body in charge, fell into SO much LOVE and forgiveness, and a lengthy list of personal changes I want to keep private.
Basically, Iโve leveled up so much itโs overwhelming for me to try and process. ๐ณ๐
Shoutout to so many psychiatrists, therapists, neurologists, nurses, doctors, lawyers, a few good cops, judges, fellow patients, 12 step NA & AA meetings, art/music (for always being there for me), God, group therapy, my sponsor, my mama, best friends and family who saved me from suicidฤ 100+ times. (yโall know who you are)
Iโm sorry I didnโt value my precious life and selfishly kept pressing the exit button. ๐ I am shocked that Iโm alive and healthy. ๐ป Apologies to my followers for quitting most social media for 3 years and ghosting almost everyone, I have a new number so feel free to DM me ๐ but I cannot promise Iโll respond quickly.
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Remember to have the courage to change the things you can ;) ๐ธ One day at a time. Hopefully today this post reaches someone who needed to be encouraged to KEEP GOING! โค๏ธ
