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Everything is always so different when it’s my turn🥹

I am back again, I really wanna stay here. I don’t have real friends to have conversations with so, what I gotta do. Let’s be friends if you like bad things

Why do I quit? Recently I noticed I crave people and h crave my own space too, as in I want to be around people but I am an addict, so while I am around people, I can’t stop thinking about my shit. Then I decide I need to get my space, but cause I am broke I barely got one so I share a space and sneak around like a psych to get my shit. I am mad at myself that all the money I smoked can get me a place. And I really really want to be a good wife and mom. Today I realized if I don’t stop I will be danger to my kids.

Ok, another issue is I know I can really do this and I will be better but starting today is the hardest life already imagining life without weed is crazy. But if I don’t stop now I won’t be a good mother or a good wife and everything and the end of the day is all about that and even if I know or sometimes try to be ignorant, or selfish now. I can’t stop thinking about how in future if I end up with bad kids and a bad man it’s because of my 3mins cravings, bad habits and I will regret it but I love this feeling please, can it be replaced? Honestly addiction to anything is bad!😭

Hobbies? Honestly they all don’t feel like smoking weed, and the reason I got addicted is because I want that 5mins dopamine every seconds not that I like the smoking or the substance. I just loved the feeling

I wanna get BALD who cares😂😷